I love new makeup!!! i spent 60$ yesterday on makeup alone.oopps.

Feelings.

omg i can't even wait. torri just told me we are going to this. and well when i read all the bands that are going to be there i think my heart skipped a beat. i am so excited!! 22more days.

Brenda's funeral is this saturday. o ya did i tell u. she died tuesday morning in her sleep. whats weird is that the last we heard the doctors had given her 6months to a year to live. and then i guess her apendex burst. her husband said she was on so many pain meds that she did even feel it. which is good. the viewing is on friday.im not going. but i will be at the funeral.probably crying my eyes out.

yesterday heather and i both got pedicures. they are great destressers. it helped a lot. then we went to the mall and i bought some new designer makeup. that i love! then she dropped me off at cindys so i could chill with her. we played sing star on her ps3. which i kicked her ass on. then john and his roommates came over and i wooped all them as well. heather and aran came back over and we talked and messed around. it was a lot of fun. it kept mine and cindy's minds off some things that we are both worried about. cindy and brenda where very close i mean she spent more time with brenda then she did her own mother. which i thought was weird at first but then i met her mother and i understood.

the next couple days are going to be very sad.

:(

today is GREEN day

Happy St.Patricks day everyone. i can't drink tonight. i wish i could but of course i have to open tomorrow morning. blah!

i bought my plane ticket home yesterday. i leave saturday night at 11:45pm and land in tampa at 10:45am. that was the only way i would make everyone happy. my family wants me home for the stupid ass baby shower for the dumb bitch that i hate. o well.

24 MORE DAYS!!!

SHOES!!

today i have realized that something that truely makes me happy for some odd reason is shoe shopping. i bought the most awesome shoes today. they are steve maddens of course. this is my second pair of shoes by steve madden and i love them. i wonder how many pairs of shoes i can buy befor i go to nevada? lol

There is a party at mj's tonight. there are supposed to be a lot of people going. and i hope they actually show up. its gonna suck if it just me kristen ben mj and josh. yeah thats right my brother is partying with me and my friends. hehe thats what he gets for dateing my friend.

sun=death

today i went to the beach. and tonight i am regreting it.
i swear i am redder than a tomato. i am just glad it will go away in a couple days and then i will be tan. i hate the first sunburn of the season.

120gb zune!!

i now have a new baby.

120 gb zune. now all my music actually fits on one device!! yay.

today i went and saw brenda in the hospital. she was cracking jokes and calling me a bitch. (my nickname from her) she was diagnosed with liver,colon and ovariane(miss spelled) i know sometimes she is a bitch but i would never wish this on anyone.

Today kristen is picking up her new car. a mini cooper. i guess she has wanted one for a long time and she is finally getting her dream car. and at 19yrs old.

no work for me today! so u know what that means..tanning!!! its springbreak for all the college kids down here. so of course all the kids tried to take this entire week off but with brenda so sick they couldn't all get it off and they are pissed. and rly it just makes me laugh. so jason turned 21 on saturday. 3 more months to go for me. and hopefully it goes by fast but not to fast. i want my time in nevada to go by as slow as possible. i can't wait to see all the peeps. O.D.C!!

next week i am supposed to do more trainig for my bookkeeping job. yay me.

tax return!!

so i just looked in my bank account and i have over 1,000 dollars in it. last time i looked i had only two hundred and something. i love tax returns!

im so freakin sick. i can hardley walk. all i wanna do is sleep.