Thursday, March 19, 2009

Feelings.



omg i can't even wait. torri just told me we are going to this. and well when i read all the bands that are going to be there i think my heart skipped a beat. i am so excited!! 22more days.

Brenda's funeral is this saturday. o ya did i tell u. she died tuesday morning in her sleep. whats weird is that the last we heard the doctors had given her 6months to a year to live. and then i guess her apendex burst. her husband said she was on so many pain meds that she did even feel it. which is good. the viewing is on friday.im not going. but i will be at the funeral.probably crying my eyes out.

yesterday heather and i both got pedicures. they are great destressers. it helped a lot. then we went to the mall and i bought some new designer makeup. that i love! then she dropped me off at cindys so i could chill with her. we played sing star on her ps3. which i kicked her ass on. then john and his roommates came over and i wooped all them as well. heather and aran came back over and we talked and messed around. it was a lot of fun. it kept mine and cindy's minds off some things that we are both worried about. cindy and brenda where very close i mean she spent more time with brenda then she did her own mother. which i thought was weird at first but then i met her mother and i understood.

the next couple days are going to be very sad.

:(