pit..

Lawn...

Atreyu..

At NBT8 i had to sit in lawn..it sucked. but o well. it was still fun. and after a while i snuck into the seats. atreyu kicked ass and so did red jumsuit. i am so glad i didn't miss them. i had to leave after flobots well because i was having a asthma attack which is never fun. i am fine now.

lead singer of red jumsuit..isn't he gorgeous!

NBT 8

Last night i was forced to go to applebee's with all my co-workers. it was kinda fun except for the part where mj called me a bitch and i just about decked her in the face. but other than that the night was ok.

today i am going to NBT 8 with ben,kristen,matt,rachel,trevor and his girl sam.. weird huh.. o well.

you know what i have decided..that i look rly cute in my sailor jerry bandanna..
:) :) :)

Last night jason and i where wearing the same shirt..(unplanned) i mean we live what 3 thousand miles away from another..what can i say..we have great taste!

My brother is dateing my friend and i hate it

Last night..was HORRIBLE..so we where at dinner and will came to pick me up and my stupid ass mother wouldn't let me leave. i mean come on what kind of shit is that. will drove over 20 minutes to pick me up. i felt like such a bitch. and the entire time was threating him. for some reason ben doesn't like him. i know its because of kristen. but he is my friend. not hers. i am rly sick of her and ben together or apart.

Tonight i am supposed to go to applebee's with my co-workers. but last night i found out they invited ben and kristen. so i think i am goin to chill with will instead. lol i wanna go but i don't think i can handle them tonight.

I feel like i need to be in nevada. Torri is going through some things. and i want to be there to help her through them. i don't rly know what i could do to help her. but i think just the fact that i would be there would help her. i miss her. and all the stupid/crazy things we used to do.

i started talking to kenna again yesterday! in my phone i give her a new codename everyday just so ben will never get her new number. he hates the fact that i am talkin to her but i don't care. she is one person i can tell anything and everything to. and i miss her like crazy.

polkadots are my weakness

isn't this just the pretties thing you have ever seen.i think so. i want to learn to play just so i can own one. sad i know. but its just so god damn pretty. one day it shall be mine..

went christmas shopping today and i am totally done with family. now all i have left are friends. i already know what to get jason. it is perfect for him.(he's gonna love it) I have a good idea on what to get the Lip but im not real sure yet.

i got my brother das boot shot glasses for his birthday, o ya today my oldest brother turns 26. i can't wait to turn 21. i hate being the youngest!!

we are celebrating christmas on the 13th because my dad leaves the 16th so odviously he wont be here for christmas and we want to celebrate a little something with him. we probably wont do anything on the real christmas.

im going to a party tonight with a straight edge kid (xxx) so i rly don't know how much fun it will be. the only reason im going is because he's hot. i know nothing will ever happen with him because i know he can do a lot better than me. i just need to get out..

Last night was actually a lot of fun..i didn't rly know anyone there but its always good to meet new people right.lol

People are SO freakin stupid i swear. this guy came into work today and he made me feel like the biggest peice of shit, i wanted to just go h0me and i had seriously just walked in so the rest of the day was shit just because of that one guy

so tonight I DRINK!! that is how i get my anger or frustration out...alcohol is my friend!

there is one thing that most people do when they are my age..and that is have sex...well not me.. i have made a vow to save myself until i am married.. people don't understand that i don't care if they are having sex. its none of my buisness so i don't ask people, people just like telling me this shit. KEEP IT TO YOURSELF! you don't need to brag. and i rly don't wanna hear sex stories. because you know what i don't have any to tell..

i love hot tea...it is probably the greatest thing ever made.

I am going to 97x next big thing on sunday. the line up is
-Avenged sevenfold
-Shinedown
-Atreyu
-Flogging Molly
-Flobots
-Jack's Mannequin
-Shiny toy guns
-The red jumpsuit apparatus
-saving abel
-Ludo
-3OH!E
-Framing Hanley
and then there are a couple local bands playing. i am excited to go. specially to see atreyu and flogging molly. they are going to be awesome. i got pretty crappy ass seats but o well. at least i will be there.

I started looking up plane tickets for april. i dont know what i should do. fly into vegas and leave from vegas and road trip to reno OR fly into reno and leave from reno and roadtrip to vegas. i guess either way i will be get to see the pcp.

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