Last night..was HORRIBLE..so we where at dinner and will came to pick me up and my stupid ass mother wouldn't let me leave. i mean come on what kind of shit is that. will drove over 20 minutes to pick me up. i felt like such a bitch. and the entire time was threating him. for some reason ben doesn't like him. i know its because of kristen. but he is my friend. not hers. i am rly sick of her and ben together or apart.
Tonight i am supposed to go to applebee's with my co-workers. but last night i found out they invited ben and kristen. so i think i am goin to chill with will instead. lol i wanna go but i don't think i can handle them tonight.
I feel like i need to be in nevada. Torri is going through some things. and i want to be there to help her through them. i don't rly know what i could do to help her. but i think just the fact that i would be there would help her. i miss her. and all the stupid/crazy things we used to do.
i started talking to kenna again yesterday! in my phone i give her a new codename everyday just so ben will never get her new number. he hates the fact that i am talkin to her but i don't care. she is one person i can tell anything and everything to. and i miss her like crazy.
