sad sam

so colin and i always hoped that we would be together for the holidays so that we could spend them as a family. well its already the middle of october and i really dont see it happening. I mean i really hope that we can but come on its already been what 4months and i am still not with him. what makes us even think they can get there act together in 2weeks so we can spend halloween together, i know its not really a major holiday but we were hoping it would be our first together. just wishful thinking i guess.