I wanna go home! o wait i am home..damn it!

So i have decided that i am probably one of the worst girlfriends in the world. im pissed that coin chose to go see his family instead of me after his graduation from basic. sad right! I hate the fact that i come second. but i know it will always be that way. Writing letters is getting so old. can he please have his phone back now..i would like to talk to have a actual conversation with him!

anyways..

i went to the rays game on friday. we lost but it was a lot of fun. afterwords i went bar hopping with ben,kim and chase. of course we ended up at fat daddys.the only place ben and chase like to drink at. This weekend i didn't do much. slept mostly. Ive been watching a lot of baseball lately. i like it a lot. I am going to another rays game in a couple weeks for Aarons birthday which should be fantastic!

I am gonna try and fly down for one week of colins leave. probably the first week of july. which would be on my birthday. Hopefully i can. because i don't rly wanna go to georgia. i know he wants me too. and i would be glad to if his parents werent gonna be there with us. with his parents there we will have no alone time at all! not that i don't mind sharing him i just know they would watch my every move. Amanda says she doesn't like colins mom. hopefully she isn't a bitch. i am nervous to meet her. but im sure everything will be fine ounce its over and done with.