Thursday, December 17, 2009

So i just went on the macys schedule. and it had it up till like january something. well guess what im on it but there isn't any fuckin hours next to my name. i don't know what this means. but i don't like it. i rly dont wanna go job hunting again. it took me forever to find this fuckin job. i knew it was seasonal. but they asked me if i wanted to stay on after the holidays and of course i said yes! i mean why wouldn't i. i don't know what i am gonna do if i have to go job hunting again. this fuckin SUCKS!!

I really hope the schedule changes. i am a good/hard worker! there is no way im sleeping tonight. i cant get this out of my head. im like shaking its making me so nervous.SHIT FUCK COCK BALLS!