what's been on my mind

In the last few days i have had many doubts about moving and how it could be a mistake. but last night i realized that this is probably the best thing that be happening to me. i can't stand my brother Matt right now. he reminds me so much of Derrick it scares me. he is a pathological liar and i just can't take it anymore. I need to get away from this house and my family. yes i am going to miss them. and i know its going to be hard but i truly believe that i can do this.