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so i pretty much told everyone at work that i am leaving. It was one of the weirdest things i have gone through. i never knew how much ppl liked me there. and how me leaving was going to affect them. strange.

1more month and i'll be back in nevada!

This is me and my sister Tempestt.
:)

what's been on my mind

In the last few days i have had many doubts about moving and how it could be a mistake. but last night i realized that this is probably the best thing that be happening to me. i can't stand my brother Matt right now. he reminds me so much of Derrick it scares me. he is a pathological liar and i just can't take it anymore. I need to get away from this house and my family. yes i am going to miss them. and i know its going to be hard but i truly believe that i can do this.

>.<

a lot been happening the last couple days. to much to type.

life is going good. i never want my lil sis to leave.

Its almost friday!! u know what that means..o yes..the weekend!

Tempest has been here for maybe 2days and i never want her to leave.

short and sweet

Workin 2-11
not as many hrs as yesterday but its enough.
My lil sis tempest comes in today! i can't wait to see her. she is only 13 but we will have fun.
(hopefully)

<33

on break from the 12hr work day

This morning was crazy slow at work so of course they let ppl go home early not thinking that someone might call out.so of course i need the money so i turned my 8hr day into a 12hr day..yay for money!

Yesterday i realized that i rly don't talk to torri enough. i need more of her in my life. i miss her like crazy.

Tomorrow my lil sis from california is going to be here. how crazy is that. i have to share my room with her. which i am totally ok with. i hope she has a grt time while she is here. o ya and my parents are going to the keys this weekend with some of my dads friends so while the parents are away the kids shall play.lol

doc

Last night my brothers woman was put into the psych word at the hospital. she said she was having a panic attack all day...

..went to the doctor..all is good..thanks doctor torri for your help!

florida/reno

I haven't even been home for a full 24hrs and my mom and sister are giving me shit. they don't want me to move. so they are shooting down every plan i am telling them and giving me the flaws in it. its pissing me off. i just wanna do this. I don't wanna be here anymore. i know my sister has my best interest at heart but she needs to understand that im not like her. i can't stay at home my entire life. i just can't. and my mom. well she just needs to let go! and fast.

birthday pics!

Thank you..

Drink please!!

He's so happy!

Lucas..I just got him to stop crying :)

designer luggage!

Betsey Johnson and Marilyn.

Flowers!!

New 32 inch flatscreen tv for my new room in reno! (thanks mom and sis)

Happy 4th

have you ever felt alone? tonight i feel so alone. i know im not. and i know i have friends and family in my life. just emotionally i feel alone. i hope one day i wont feel that way anymore.

COPS!

they fuckin suck.

5thday of rain

Its been raining for about a week now. I wanna go swimming in my pool but no i can't its full of freakin gross rain water :(