RIP JJ

I can not believe that another one of my brothers friends killed themselves. thats 3 in less than a year. mikie they say was a accident. that he was cleaning the gun and it just went off. Aj was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder and they gave him the wrong medication so when he got into a fight with his wife(andrea) he decided that killing himself would be a grt way to get back at her. (i was just happy that my nephew alex didn't see him hanging there in the bathroom) (o ya he hung himself). now JJ he shot himself. he was arguing with his girl and he pulled out a gun. first he wanted to shoot her but them turned the gun on himself. infront of his little girl(she is 9months). now i don't know if it the town or what. i just can't understand how one person can think that there life is that bad to where they don't wanna live anymore. I miss AJ everysingle day. he was apart of our family. when he died our lives changed forever. Mikie was one of my brothers very best friends. and when he passed it was the first time that i actually saw my brother cry. last night was the 3rd time in my life that i saw ben cry. i don't know how is gonna handle this. (probably with a lot of alcohol).jj was a grt guy. he had a lot of up and downs but in the end he was a grt person and he is going to be missed by a lot of ppl.