CALIE

NOW..

Thenn...

*she is the smartest dog we have ever had.

*and cutest!!

1st day off in 6 days

This morning i hung out with a friend that i haven't seen in like 3months. it was nice. we went and saw that new john travolta movie (the movie was actually good) then went out to lunch at applebee's. it was good to see him again.
Tonight there is a party at michelle's. i don't know if im gonna go. i want to but i also want sleep because i have to open again tomorrow. i am so sick of opening i want cindy to come back alrdy.
So it rained all night and all morning. it sucked. i wanted to go to the beach today but i guess god has other plans.

nekromantix tour dates

Jul 3 2009
8:00P
Club Congress
Tucson, Arizona
Jul 4 2009
8:00P
The Hootenanny
Irvine, California
Jul 6 2009
8:00P
Great American Music Hall
San Francisco, California
Jul 7 2009
8:00P
Great American Music Hall
San Francisco
Jul 8 2009
8:00P
Grand Sierra Resort
Reno, Nevada
Jul 9 2009
8:00P
Wonder Ballroom
Portland, Oregon
Jul 10 2009
8:00P
Showbox Theatre
seattle, Washington
Jul 11 2009
8:00P
Showbox Theater
Seattle, Washington
Jul 12 2009
8:00P
Commodore Ballroom
Vancouver, British Columbia
Jul 14 2009
8:00P
Knitting Factory
Spokane, Washington
Jul 15 2009
8:00P
Wilma Theatre
Missoula, Montana
Jul 16 2009
8:00P
Knitting Factory
Boise, Idaho
Jul 17 2009
8:00P
Depot
Salt Lake City, Utah
Jul 18 2009
8:00P
Ghost Town Saloon
Steamboat, Colorado
Jul 20 2009
8:00P
First Avenue
Minneapolis, Minnesota
Jul 21 2009
8:00P
The Majestic
Madison, Wisconsin
Jul 22 2009
8:00P
Miramar Theater
Milwaukee, Wisconsin
Jul 23 2009
8:00P
Pop’s
Sauget, Illinois
Jul 24 2009
8:00P
Crossroads
Kansas City, Missouri
Jul 25 2009
8:00P
House Of Blues
Dallas
Jul 26 2009
8:00P
The Conservatory
Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
Jul 28 2009
8:00P
Farmington
Farmington, NM, New Mexico
Jul 29 2009
8:00P
Nakai hall/Navajo Nation
Window Rock NAVAJO NATION, Arizona
Jul 30 2009
8:00P
Club House
Tempe, Arizona

I wish Nekromantix was coming to florida :(

work

My boss cindy is on vacation till next week. that means i have to open everysingle day. which is a good and bad thing. bad i have to be up so early but good that i have a set schedule everyday and i get the bookkeeper safe key (i am the boss for the week)
when she gets back i think i am going to tell her about nevada. she deserves to know.

Fathers day events

Happy Fathers Day!! (to all those fathers in the world)

my sister and i got my dad one of those digital picture frames. it was pretty cheap when u split the price in half. i put over 200 hundred pictures on it today. he loves it! im glad he does. o ya and its a sony so i know that shit wont break easily.
for fathers day andy made us all stay home and hang with the family. we ran errans together and everything. i haven't spent so much time with the family in i don't even know how long christina and i wanted to go to the beach but no andy wanted a family day. my pool felt so good today. it was 80degrees! perfect swimming water.

sometimes on holidays like these it makes me think about derrick and what he is doing to celebrate. but then i remember o ya he is in prison there isnt much he can do. maybe tempest went to see him today. maybe. if her druggie mom would let her.

my lil sis is the shit!

20more days till i visit reno

Sooo last night was fun. well what i remember of it. all i know is that my entire bottle of grey goose is GONE! I had a good time though. i guess thats a good thing.

Torri i am sry for the late night phone call! i rly didnt realize what time it was. i am glad i got to talk to you though :) sry for inturupting your television watching. thats pretty much all i remember from our conversation. o and that...nope thats it! I MISS YOU!

Jason needs to answer his phone when drunk sam calls. it makes her sad when she has to leave a voice message..but i guess it will be funny for you when u listen to them today..

my friend turned 21 on monday and guess what he did..NOTHING!! he did no drinking what so ever. he had a party type thing but there was no alcohol involved. so i didn't go. i gave him his gift and left. moral of the story

no alcohol=no sam

good friends

To TORRI-
FFIIIYYYAA!!!!

i love you!
<3
that seriously just made my day.

MOVING

ok. so to move across country you have to be like a millionair. i just got a qoute from a place called pods and they are one of the best moving places. (fast and easy) for me to move from palm harbor to reno it would cost me a little over 4grand. i mean if u think about it it's a grt deal. but i just don't have that kinda of money.(which i wish i did) i am trying to do this on my own. with out anyones help. specially my parents.

RIP JJ

I can not believe that another one of my brothers friends killed themselves. thats 3 in less than a year. mikie they say was a accident. that he was cleaning the gun and it just went off. Aj was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder and they gave him the wrong medication so when he got into a fight with his wife(andrea) he decided that killing himself would be a grt way to get back at her. (i was just happy that my nephew alex didn't see him hanging there in the bathroom) (o ya he hung himself). now JJ he shot himself. he was arguing with his girl and he pulled out a gun. first he wanted to shoot her but them turned the gun on himself. infront of his little girl(she is 9months). now i don't know if it the town or what. i just can't understand how one person can think that there life is that bad to where they don't wanna live anymore. I miss AJ everysingle day. he was apart of our family. when he died our lives changed forever. Mikie was one of my brothers very best friends. and when he passed it was the first time that i actually saw my brother cry. last night was the 3rd time in my life that i saw ben cry. i don't know how is gonna handle this. (probably with a lot of alcohol).jj was a grt guy. he had a lot of up and downs but in the end he was a grt person and he is going to be missed by a lot of ppl.

I'll be there in the back of your mind.

Last night was the first night in months that kristen and i kinda talked. of course we didn't talk about any of our problems at i was actually civil to her. i was kinda proud of myself. i think slowly i am starting to get over the fact that she picked dateing my brother instead of being my friend. her loss.

I am now a dedicated contact wearer. how weird is that. when i wear my glasses now it feels weird. thats probably because the perscriptions are different. but o well. i like contacts better anyways.

I now have my own cell phone bill. and my warranty on my current phone is up on july 24th 2009 so on that day i can get a new phone. i wanted to get a new one yesterday but the one i wanted was 4hundred dollars so i decided to wait. i need that money for reno. and you know life.

step one on my plan is happening today!! lol

-cut all ties from parents..except for you know still living in there house. i will no longer owe them money.

H E L P

what do i want for my birthday?? give me idea's besides alcohol and money. cause that i know im getting.lol my mom isn't giving me a price limit but she also says it can't be to much. so idk. HELP!

you are my angels

When I have no one to turn to

And I am feeling kind of low,When there is no one to talk to

And nowhere I want to go,I search deep within myself

It is the love inside my heart

That lets me know my Angels are there

Even though we are miles apart.
A smile then appears upon my face

And the sun begins to shine.I hear a voice, so soft and sweet

Saying, 'Everything will be just fine'It may seem that I am alone

But I am never by myself at all.Whenever I need my Angels near

All I have to do is call.
An Angel's love is always true

On that you can depend.They will always stand behind you

And will always be your friend.Through darkest hours and brightest days

Our Angel's see us through

They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue..
Thanks for being my Angel my friend

I will be there for you until the end.

2009

Congratulations Graduates of 2009!
wow i feel old.

the cycle is almost done

im starting to peel.. which suxs. but afterthat i have my tan!! then i can go out into the sun again :) i hope to be rly tan befor i go to reno.

eeww

i have sun blisters all over my lips. they hurt so bad.