my zune is broken! damn microsoft!!!

music

i found out today that my friends down here have very bad taste in music. i am making mix cd's for a party that we are having and all the people they are naming off im like are u serious? so if course i will throw in a couple of good songs in with there crap music.lol

it almost a new yr!

drinking

i figured something out. drinking had become a tthing that i can just pass time with. i basically drink everynight. last night was fun. went over to mj;s with michelle and brian. we played circle of death.(through that game i made three drinks of apple vodka and sprit..so good!)i stopeed drinking after my third one. i slept like a baby last night. nothing could of woken me up!

new years eve is gonna be awesome...lets get drunk!..again..

Happy 18th birthday Ethan Gotcher..(its about damn time)

i absolutely hate it when people leave me a mess at work and i have to fix it all. its so messed up. i mean come on. figure out how to fix it and fix it. it can't be that hard. this morning i opened and the person that closed left me a full page note on everything she had fucked up that night. i wanted to fuckin hit something. mostly the girl that did it. what sad is that she starts trainin ethan to close next week. god. if he does what she is doing ill kill them both.

This weekend blows.

P.S.
i wish i was in nevada with the two greatest people in the world right now aka jason and torri.

one is the loneliest number

i feel as though i am alone. no one here rly knows me. not even my family.

i am alone.

just another day.

my life over the last week..
-spent all my money shopping for other people
-worked my ass off
-and chilled with friends

it been pretty boring lately. sorry i haven't written. its not like i didn't have the time i just didn't feel like going on the computer.

today is christmas and yet it feels like just another day. its 81 degrees outside right now. i want it to be colder. specially for this time of yr. this is just rediculous. i hate florida.

i got some pretty neat stuf from my brother today. since we already had our big christmas the kids just exchanged gifts today.. it was pretty fun.

jason is in overton right now and i rly rly wish i was there with him. i feel so home sick.

I talk to my grandma yvonne today. for the first time in about 2yrs. she is my biological dads mother. and she is the person that i mostly look like. i think if i would of never met her i would always wonder if i was adopted or not. talking to her made me happy. and also made me wonder how my biological sperm donor was doing aka derrick. i didn't have the guts to ask her about him.

my love...The LIP!

Torri i love you so much...
you may think you don't need to live..but you do. i need you in my life. i don't wanna have to live without you..
i love you so much. i will always be there for you..even when you don't need me..
call me whenever you wanna talk..just call me!
<3<3

still stretching my ears.

my new gauges..
size 0!
finally..

funny faces

we where bored befor the movie started..
...what can i say..we are weird..

p.s. kristen(the one in the middle) didn't know we were making funny faces..

christmas early..

Today was christmas for my miles/copening family. and what a great christmas it was. i got a wii fit and a chi hair straightner. the two things a wanted..yay for my parents listening. i went out and bought shaun white snowboarding today at best buy. its awesome. anyone wanna play??

pit..

Lawn...

Atreyu..

At NBT8 i had to sit in lawn..it sucked. but o well. it was still fun. and after a while i snuck into the seats. atreyu kicked ass and so did red jumsuit. i am so glad i didn't miss them. i had to leave after flobots well because i was having a asthma attack which is never fun. i am fine now.

lead singer of red jumsuit..isn't he gorgeous!

NBT 8

Last night i was forced to go to applebee's with all my co-workers. it was kinda fun except for the part where mj called me a bitch and i just about decked her in the face. but other than that the night was ok.

today i am going to NBT 8 with ben,kristen,matt,rachel,trevor and his girl sam.. weird huh.. o well.

you know what i have decided..that i look rly cute in my sailor jerry bandanna..
:) :) :)

Last night jason and i where wearing the same shirt..(unplanned) i mean we live what 3 thousand miles away from another..what can i say..we have great taste!

My brother is dateing my friend and i hate it

Last night..was HORRIBLE..so we where at dinner and will came to pick me up and my stupid ass mother wouldn't let me leave. i mean come on what kind of shit is that. will drove over 20 minutes to pick me up. i felt like such a bitch. and the entire time was threating him. for some reason ben doesn't like him. i know its because of kristen. but he is my friend. not hers. i am rly sick of her and ben together or apart.

Tonight i am supposed to go to applebee's with my co-workers. but last night i found out they invited ben and kristen. so i think i am goin to chill with will instead. lol i wanna go but i don't think i can handle them tonight.

I feel like i need to be in nevada. Torri is going through some things. and i want to be there to help her through them. i don't rly know what i could do to help her. but i think just the fact that i would be there would help her. i miss her. and all the stupid/crazy things we used to do.

i started talking to kenna again yesterday! in my phone i give her a new codename everyday just so ben will never get her new number. he hates the fact that i am talkin to her but i don't care. she is one person i can tell anything and everything to. and i miss her like crazy.

polkadots are my weakness

isn't this just the pretties thing you have ever seen.i think so. i want to learn to play just so i can own one. sad i know. but its just so god damn pretty. one day it shall be mine..

went christmas shopping today and i am totally done with family. now all i have left are friends. i already know what to get jason. it is perfect for him.(he's gonna love it) I have a good idea on what to get the Lip but im not real sure yet.

i got my brother das boot shot glasses for his birthday, o ya today my oldest brother turns 26. i can't wait to turn 21. i hate being the youngest!!

we are celebrating christmas on the 13th because my dad leaves the 16th so odviously he wont be here for christmas and we want to celebrate a little something with him. we probably wont do anything on the real christmas.

im going to a party tonight with a straight edge kid (xxx) so i rly don't know how much fun it will be. the only reason im going is because he's hot. i know nothing will ever happen with him because i know he can do a lot better than me. i just need to get out..

Last night was actually a lot of fun..i didn't rly know anyone there but its always good to meet new people right.lol

People are SO freakin stupid i swear. this guy came into work today and he made me feel like the biggest peice of shit, i wanted to just go h0me and i had seriously just walked in so the rest of the day was shit just because of that one guy

so tonight I DRINK!! that is how i get my anger or frustration out...alcohol is my friend!

there is one thing that most people do when they are my age..and that is have sex...well not me.. i have made a vow to save myself until i am married.. people don't understand that i don't care if they are having sex. its none of my buisness so i don't ask people, people just like telling me this shit. KEEP IT TO YOURSELF! you don't need to brag. and i rly don't wanna hear sex stories. because you know what i don't have any to tell..

i love hot tea...it is probably the greatest thing ever made.

I am going to 97x next big thing on sunday. the line up is
-Avenged sevenfold
-Shinedown
-Atreyu
-Flogging Molly
-Flobots
-Jack's Mannequin
-Shiny toy guns
-The red jumpsuit apparatus
-saving abel
-Ludo
-3OH!E
-Framing Hanley
and then there are a couple local bands playing. i am excited to go. specially to see atreyu and flogging molly. they are going to be awesome. i got pretty crappy ass seats but o well. at least i will be there.

I started looking up plane tickets for april. i dont know what i should do. fly into vegas and leave from vegas and road trip to reno OR fly into reno and leave from reno and roadtrip to vegas. i guess either way i will be get to see the pcp.

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