what was i thinking!

Last night i got to spend time with mariana and her new husband..o ya sailor jerry was there too. (of course). i didn't drink that much. but just enough for me to tolerate the people i was with. my friend kristen took me driving the other day. and i did ok. i only scared her ounce. so i thought it was an improvement from the last time i went driving. she said she will take me again so im excited for that..i wanna learn how to drive. its something that i need in my life.some indpendence. so hopefully i can finally get my lisence.

you know what i realized. i haven't had a boyfriend in over a year. which is rediculous. i need to get out there. and meet new people. i think i am sociable. but maybe im not. i hate florida. all the girls down here are freakin gorgeous and well im not. i wish i could just switch bodies with someone so i wont have to go through this shit anymore.UGH!