The goal:
-lose at least 20pds befor going to nevada.
-go to the eye doctor and get contacts
-buy new clothes
-and of course new shoes
-buy new zune

change is for the better..

To be or not to be

People in Florida make me angry. they say they are your friends but then they ditch me for something else. am i not good enough for people in Florida. all the friends i have made here are more like people i have just met. none of them rly talk to me anymore. unless we are at work. so maybe that's all i am to them. just a work buddy. god this place sucks.

our dog cali..she is a little bigger now. this is when we first got her. i love her!!

In need

of a rly good rock show. I am going to rock out on saturday i can't wait. i have to much aggression and anger i need to just let out and well a rock concert is a good place to let it out. Senses fail and HollyWoodUndead (WOOP) i can't wait.

thats on saturday

Then on Sunday i am supposed to be going to the strawberry festival with heather and aran. im not sure if it will happen though. she has been blowing me off for the past three days. im rly gettign sick of it. i can't stand ppl that have no follow through. UGH!

Im reading a book called " sucks to be me" it about a vampire. its pretty good so far. not as good as twilight but thats a given.

Today work was insane. two people called out. so from 7-1 i had to do all my office stuff, csl, and casheir. i am so freakin tired.

next saturday is Senses fail and HollywoodUndead!!!<3

Dr's appointment

i have a doctors appointment today..im hopin it goes well..after i get that over with i have to make a eye doctors appointment so i can get contacts!!

i have to do everything now. i know i wont have insurance forever.

Rain!!!

first rain of the newyear and its awesome. i love florida rain. specially when im not at work.

Rain=happiness

02/14/09

Last night i went to a party at andrews. it was pretty fun actually. most of the ppl there i worked with. and there is nothing like partying with coworkers.lol. i found out last night that i work with a bunch of pot heads its awesome.

heather and aran ditched me last night so they could "talk". it was rediculous. i just wanted to see her for a minute and aran wouldn't even let that happen.