Friends

So while here in Germany i have made two different types of friends. Ones with kids and ones without. now i LOVE to hang with the people without kids because they have more freedom and they like to travel like colin and i do. But i also LOVE to hang with the people with kids. We have BBQ's with them and just some good family fun and its awesome. but something with them if you don't have kids you kinda get left out. like today all the women i usually hang with that have kids all went to the park together but i wasnt invited well because i don't have any. and two of my friends they don't have kids just found out they are pregnant so they are all baby happy. All people do over here is have kids. i swear everyone is preggers right now its is starting to piss me off. why would these women wanna get pregnant before deployment. there husbands aren't going to be here for the birth if they are lucky they will get to see the baby at a couple weeks, idk just being a army wife can be hard sometimes. you really have to be dependant on yourself. sorry this kind of turned into a rant lol

deployment

(Colin and I in the Alps)

So today we found out that colin will not be deploying with everyone in July! which we don't know how to feel about this. But it does mean that we will get to spend more time together to do things like this ^^

How come!

Even tho i have to work all weekend and Colin is home he can't do the simplest chores around the house and I have to do them when I get off. I don't get to be lazy on my days off work. I have to clean and do Laundry and go grocery shopping. Why can't he do the same! Sorry just had to get that out. I love him with all my heart but sometimes i wonder...why!!

Ich habe den schönsten Mann!

Today after work Colin gave me a foot massage and it was just what I needed. Work was kinda long and sweaty I had to move and lift heavy boxes all day oh and these boxes are full of shoes! Lol I love shoes but omg if i have to lift anymore of them in gonna die. There is a new girl at work and she is from Vegas!! I feel like I can finally talk to someone normally and not worry about my slang words. Yay for Americans :)

On the home front only 32 more days until Colin and I are in florida!! And I am totally stoked to show him around and make sure he has a great time!

LOVE MY SOLDIER <3

Army wife

So after last nights briefing it is really starting to hit me that Colin will be going to war come July. They still haven't given us a date yet so all we know is mid July. Which will be soon after our leave is over. So I plan to make this summer the best one ever for him!!! I am going to miss this man so much. He is my everything.

Well...

Its been a long time so here is a little update.

Colin and i are doing great and having tons of fun while in Germany. He is scheduled to Deploy sometime in July. we don't have a exact date yet but it can be anytime before september 1st. I hate my job at the px. i was in the clothing department but then they switched me to the shoe department which also sucks! I really can't wait to quit this job. colin says that i can because he makes enough money by just being in the army but i feel bad not working and him paying for everything. so before i stop working at the px i am going to apply at the USO and maybe the CDC.

Tonight Colin and I are going to a pre-deployment briefing. They are going to have speakers from all the buisnesses in the community to try and help all the families be ready for when our men leave. its hard to believe that this time next year Colin is going to be gone.

FRG-Family Readiness Group

Last night colin and i went to our first FRG meeting. ( he had gone to one before but it was while i was back in the states). I am really glad that we went! They gave out calenders to show what days the guys get off and it also shows what nights the guys arent coming home. Its also good to see all the other women in the same situation as me. Colin is going to have a lot of training in the up coming months to get ready for his deloyment. Its hard to think about the fact that he is  going to be gone for a entire year but i know that he is going out there with a gret group of men.



My life-My love!