operation get sam to Germany

All i have left to do is have my screening test done! and then i can go be with my husband..and i am so excited. i went and got my passport today and i should get it in about a week or two.

I called Macdill today to set up a screening test but it goes straight to voicemail but hopefully they get back to me soon.

randoms

Hubby Got me a flower>>





Lucas got a new towel! isn't it cute!! he is such a flower child lol

So i think,hope and pray that i will be able to go to Germany by the end of September. i wanna be able to spend the holidays with my husband.

This weekend has been interesting i have done nothing. and i think its just what i needed.friday night went out with mom and christina to the movie and saw "the switch" it was cute but lame at the same time. today mom and i went to the beach but got rained out. we got some color but not a lot. I wanna try and go to the beach a couple more times before i leave to germany. who knows when the next time i will get to go back to one. Tomorrow i am going to church with the family. my mom says that the service is really nice and kinda fun. which i find amazing so we shall see.

:(

i never thought in my entire life i could miss someone so much

In the last couple days I have work slept and worked some more. I can not wait to leave that stupid place!

I am making a appointment with my old doctor to see if she will fill out my physical papers so I can get them done. And after that hopefully schedule my screening! I am not gonna wait for the army. I wanna be with my husband!

Dad leaves tomorrow for louisiana :(

Sometimes I think that I am going to miss this place and then he says hello and I'm over it.

Family time

I love spending time with the family. Went to the movies with mom,dad and of course the sister. we went and saw the expendables! it was a amazing movie. i can't wait to see it again with Colin. After that i went shopping with Christina and Ben. and bought a 15 dollar shirt that was normally 40bucks! yay for sales! Tonight is devoted to friends tho. i am going to my friend heathers surprise birthday party. its at my friend brynne's house. she is having all the girls stay the night. it should be a lot of fun.

These people are the only reason why i am still at the job that i have now. i don't think i would be able to handle my job if these people didn't work with me. i hate my job but love my co-workers!

past coming back to haunt me.

So when i was 16yrs of age i was in a car accident with my friend Torri and Christina. We were coming home from school one day and decided to take a trip to the mesa O and my friend torri was driving but it was Christina's car. well we probably got about half way up and torri decided that we were just gonna turn around and we would head home. well while heading down the hill our right tire hit the bank and we flipped. we rolled about 4times in the air and 5hitting the ground. After the car had finally stopped (thankfully on its wheels) we were all shaken up pretty good. Christina had to crawl out of her window her door was so damaged we couldn't open it. she was also bleeding from the head. torri and i were fine. i was in the back seat and when the back window broke a couple boulders came in and my back was pretty banged up for a while. we all had seat belt burns.Till this day i have dreams/nightmares about this day. i will never be able to forget it.

Sad

So i just learned that jake pearce got into a car crash on his way home from arizona and is now paralyzed..His family has gone threw so much this year. earlier this year jakes brother JJ killed himself.

Pearce Family you are in my prayers!

People keep telling me that being separated from him will get easier in time. That is such lies. Everyday is harder and harder to be away from him. I just want to be with him and yet i am still in Florida. The military is so slow about paperwork it kills me.

I love you!

My Soldier!

your not alone!

Went out to dinner with the sister at ruby Tuesdays and then after that went to see " the other guys"! it was so so funny!i loved it.

I officially feel like a maughan now! i have all my I.D's switched over. and have new bank cards on the way so everything will finally say Samantha Maughan on them!!

Lately at work they have been cutting back hours and it hasn't been the greatest thing in the world. i almost wanna get a second job. i mean i need money. If i can't get it there i need to get it somewhere else.I'll have to talk to Cindy before i do anything i know but this is getting ridiculous. i only have 23hrs this week!

I am going to start making Colin a goodie box and hopefully ship it off to him by the end of this week.

I MISS HIM SO MUCH!