So drew and megan are gone. and right now i have the house to myself. guess what i did..o ya i fuckin cleaned! it felt rly good. the house was pretty messy and i figure with them gone it should stay clean all weekend. so until drew and megan get home. megan told me that she was a clean freak. and now that i am living with her i realise that she is not. i mean i clean up after her more than i do jason. jason is a pretty neat person. he is like me he usually just keeps his mess in his own room. but drew and megan leave there shit all over the house. its starting to get annoying.

Tomorrow there is this win walk in down town reno. some of jasons friends want us to go. i am kinda scared to use my ID here. i mean its my ID and i am 21. but its a old florida ID. idk. it kinda freaks me out.

filling out applications is probably the worst part of my day.. i mean it just the same thing over and over again. it sucks so bad. i wish i had a resume that i could just give them. but im sure if i had a resume it would look pretty lame. therefor i keep filling out the same old application everyday like 4 times a day..i am rly getting sick of it. but of course i wont stop because well i need a job..

Happy 22nd birthday to drew..

This weekend will just be jason and i at the house. i think it will be fun. but he is also on call. so i hope he doesnt get called in. i know he will but a girl can hope right.lol

Yesterday i found out that torri is kinda somewhat dateing courtny again. i know its none of my buisness but i totally think she can do better. she deserves better.

I wish jason wasnt all call this weekend. so that maybe there was a possibility of us going to overton. i rly wanna see some of my family. i have gone a entire month with out seeing anyone in my family. i know its not that long of a time but for me a person that has never gone a day without seeing her family its a very big deal.

I am using soulseek again. hopefully this time it doesn't fuck up my computer.last time it totally crashed it. it was a very sad day in the world of sam. but so far so good.

Zoey is a very good dog. she listens(somewhat) and i think she is starting to take a liking to me. she get different when jason is home though. like she is protecting him from me. i just don't think she likes to share him. but when its just her and i we get a long great. i don't think zoey even likes drew and megan that much. she has been spending so much time with me lately that she doesn't even pay that much attention to them anymore.

misty asked for my address today so i am guessing she is sending the invite for her baby shower.

living i reno has been a new thing for me. and i love it. i am kinda of getting sick. but i think it will go away in a couple days.(hopefully)

i wanna find some cheap UGGS. i sold my rly tall fluffy ones befor i left florida. so i am looking on ebay.

Jason is sick which sucks. i rly hope he doesn't get me sick. i can alrdy feel something start in my chest and thats not good specially with my asthma.

i feel like a mom taking care of jason.lol.

wow so living in reno is a big change. its the begining of october and its alrdy cold. but its not just the weather that is different. not living with the parental units is pretty fantastic. i mean i miss my mom and dad. but with jason here its like living with family. i have yet to find a job. and it sucks. i hate not working.

Today is the first day of me having my computer and i am praying that nothing is wrong with it. but i guess only time will tell if there is.