Andy came home yesterday. and he leaves again in 2weeks. my mom is always so happy when he's home. i wish he could stay longer. i never knew how much he influenced me.
yesterday i lost one of my contacts. but i found it! so everything is all good. i have another eye doctor app. on may 5th. my mom and dad don't like me with contacts. but o well. they are gonna have to get used to it. my face is free from glasses and i love!
THE PLAN (for my 21st)
I am going to be in florida for my actual birthday but on that weekend i am going to try and fly to reno. (so torri if u could go there that weekend that would be awesome) i just started planning this a couple days ago. i wanna spend my 21st with my two favorite ppl in the world. i hate that im the youngest out of the group but hey in 2 more months i will finally be able to go to bars! :)
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Best Friends
The distance between you and I
Is only a heartbeat away,
For you and I dwell in each other's heart -
There forever we will stay.
You know all my emotions,
Many they may be.
You know when to be gentle,
And when to chastise me.
Two gentle souls deeply connected,
Thoughts not spoken,There is no need
-For the other knows what one is thinking
Even before they speak.
So with all the love I haveIn my heart today,
I want to express to you
These feelings I want to stay.
Is only a heartbeat away,
For you and I dwell in each other's heart -
There forever we will stay.
You know all my emotions,
Many they may be.
You know when to be gentle,
And when to chastise me.
Two gentle souls deeply connected,
Thoughts not spoken,There is no need
-For the other knows what one is thinking
Even before they speak.
So with all the love I haveIn my heart today,
I want to express to you
These feelings I want to stay.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
puff..puff..pass.
party at andrews=a good time!
sry for all the random text messages last night jason.
sry for all the random text messages last night jason.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
CONGRATULATIONS,I HATE YOU!
No one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be
So knowing that you are what you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise
But don't expect me to be happy for you
And don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me tooI don't want your pity...
I hate your pityTaste your vanity and it's sweet bitterness As you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams...
You took them all...
I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile
As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy
Beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries
Suffer alone in emptiness
I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake
Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze...
Beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
Send stares into your meaningless eyes
My envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars
Leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine
Yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve
I'll tear off your face to see your smile.
As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy
Beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
Send stares into your meaningless eyes
So knowing that you are what you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise
But don't expect me to be happy for you
And don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me tooI don't want your pity...
I hate your pityTaste your vanity and it's sweet bitterness As you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams...
You took them all...
I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile
As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy
Beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries
Suffer alone in emptiness
I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake
Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze...
Beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
Send stares into your meaningless eyes
My envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars
Leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine
Yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve
I'll tear off your face to see your smile.
As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy
Beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
Send stares into your meaningless eyes
Monday, April 20, 2009
Vegas trip.
was amazing! i would have to say that i have the bestest best friends a person could ever ask for. I rly didn't wanna leave. kenna said i could live in her pocket. i should of said yes. yesterday i was up for over 48hrs. because of that stupid ass baby shower. i won a prize which was awesome. it was a pretty lame prize but hey at least i won something.
I HAVE to go back to work today. and personally i think that stinks. but hey its money! now i can start saving again for next trip. which i believe will be to long beach. there is no real reason for me to go to vegas anymore. jason lives in reno and torri is moving to long beach. i mean yes i have family there but i personally would much rather see them. they are basically my family.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
three words...
3 MORE DAYS!!!
3 MORE DAYS!!!
i will be leaving to nevada in three days (counting today) i am so excited to see everyone..but mostly Torri and Jason. i can't wait to see them. i have missed them so much. a lot of things have changed im sure. but they are still my two best friends in the world. and no matter what i will love them for who they have become.
Jason and i are going to california for 21/2 days!lol. im excited. hopefully torri will change her mind and come with us. fuck school! lol
I love you guys. 
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