The goal:
-lose at least 20pds befor going to nevada.
-go to the eye doctor and get contacts
-buy new clothes
-and of course new shoes
-buy new zune

change is for the better..

To be or not to be

People in Florida make me angry. they say they are your friends but then they ditch me for something else. am i not good enough for people in Florida. all the friends i have made here are more like people i have just met. none of them rly talk to me anymore. unless we are at work. so maybe that's all i am to them. just a work buddy. god this place sucks.

our dog cali..she is a little bigger now. this is when we first got her. i love her!!

In need

of a rly good rock show. I am going to rock out on saturday i can't wait. i have to much aggression and anger i need to just let out and well a rock concert is a good place to let it out. Senses fail and HollyWoodUndead (WOOP) i can't wait.

thats on saturday

Then on Sunday i am supposed to be going to the strawberry festival with heather and aran. im not sure if it will happen though. she has been blowing me off for the past three days. im rly gettign sick of it. i can't stand ppl that have no follow through. UGH!

Im reading a book called " sucks to be me" it about a vampire. its pretty good so far. not as good as twilight but thats a given.

Today work was insane. two people called out. so from 7-1 i had to do all my office stuff, csl, and casheir. i am so freakin tired.

next saturday is Senses fail and HollywoodUndead!!!<3

Dr's appointment

i have a doctors appointment today..im hopin it goes well..after i get that over with i have to make a eye doctors appointment so i can get contacts!!

i have to do everything now. i know i wont have insurance forever.

Rain!!!

first rain of the newyear and its awesome. i love florida rain. specially when im not at work.

Rain=happiness

02/14/09

Last night i went to a party at andrews. it was pretty fun actually. most of the ppl there i worked with. and there is nothing like partying with coworkers.lol. i found out last night that i work with a bunch of pot heads its awesome.

heather and aran ditched me last night so they could "talk". it was rediculous. i just wanted to see her for a minute and aran wouldn't even let that happen.

Floirda is a weird weird place.

So i was ditched yet again by another friend last night. she said she got sick. but yet today she went to the beach with another one of our friends. weird huh. maybe im just not cool enough for these people. idk.

i bought my plane ticket for nevada yesterday. now i just have to by the my plane ticket home. when i told my mom i had only bought one ticket she started freaking out on me like i was never coming back. i thought it was hilarious and started laughing my ass off.

Tomorrow is valentines day..kill me..

EnJoi

Today i met this guy who is just the nicest person i have ever met. and at first yes i thought he was gay but turns out nope. he's not. he just acts the way that he does. which for a guy i have never ever met anyone so genuine. (his name is Aran)

Today at work was weird. ethan and i had a lot of fun making fun of ryan. which usually never happens. ryan usually never annoys me but tonight was a different story.lol.

I would just like to make a list of all the ppl i miss right now in my life..
-Torri
-Jason
-Kenna

yep thats about it for now.

bed time..
GoodNight

Gasparilla 2009

was yesterday. the parade was over 90 floats long. it was crazy. lots and lots of pirates..reminded me of moapa valley.kinda..

i went and saw "new in town" last night with my sister and mom. it was so funny. renae zelwinger was excellent in this movie. and some of her shoes are so cute omg.lol

i have to work 2-11 tonight :(

this girl lisa is my middle and she has the worst breath i have ever encountered in my life! i try to give her gum and stuff but she wont take it. im gonna put duck tape over her mouth and say she is doing a protest.lol think it will work??

Work went by so freakin slow today!!! heather was the only thing that kept me going. she is so funny. i love her.

everyone at worked love the new hair.
:)

rambling..

i love sitting around and just talking with people. tonight i had a lot of fun just sitting at applebee's and talking to friends. it was awesome. and i didn't wanna leave. but there had to close up.

on march 1st i think i am going to go see taylor swift with heather. that would be so awesome. she is such a great singer.

i mailed in my tax refund today! i would get my money in 2-3weeks :) yay!!

florida..

ok so it supposed to be spring..what the hell. its 35 degrees outside. thats not spring weather. thats winter. damn u florida..

Torri let me know what time a day is a good time for me to fly into vegas on april 10th. its a friday. the flight i picked i would get in at like 3:00pm. let me know if thats a good time for you. or i can find someone else to pick me up if u don't know when a good time would be. love ya tons.
<3

o how i love shoes

HINT: you own to many pairs of shoes when u look at the bottom of your closet and thats all u can see..

haha i own over 30pairs of shoes.lol

so many choices...

April 11Th-19Th i will be Nevada.(those are the days Jason already took off) i can't wait! should i fly into Vegas or Reno?? (Torri and Jason tell me what i should do!) The new RJA Cd is out today. its pretty good.

Eeww

Today has been one of the worst days ever! work sucked. it went by so slow. i felt as if i where in like a time warp. then right when i got home i was yelled at by my mother because i have pink eye again. whichi i mean come on how is that rly my fault. i have no idea how i keep getting it and neither does the doc i went to. fyi:pink eye medicine is rly fuckin exspensive!
all i wanna do is go to sleep. so u know what good night! i hope everyone had a better day than i did.

02/01/09

that game was fuckin intense lst night. for a minute there i couldn't even watch it. i seriously thought we where going to lose but our boys pulled it together again. good job pittsburge!

FYI: sanatonio holmes was mvp! he played a kick ass game and scored the winning touchdown.